I've been thinking of you less lately. Thoughts of you and of us no longer spin around my mind like a tired merry-go-round. I am no longer impatient with your schedule that has no room for me. Instead, I secretly rejoice that temptation has no hold on me today.

I'm scared to see you. I'm terrified that those eyes and hands will lead me down a path I've prayed I wouldn't walk again.

I've prayed for you too. I hope God gave you the message. I hope he told you to be the man I need. I hope he told you to be the man that lights me up just as He does.... I hope you listen.