these hands were meant to melt in the keys of the piano and not for pushing buttons to operate complex machinery,
these hands were meant to climb the plateau’s of New Mexico and not for spilling a half bottle of Dutch milk while the tv watches me passed out on the couch,
these hands were meant to build treehouses for my children not to drunk punch lousy bums on the slum streets and lose,
these hands were meant to pick peaches in the orchards of Georgia and not to be holding my **** as it ****** in the linen closets and China cabinets while in the drunken state of befuddlement,
these hands were meant to make colossal sandwiches and not to swipe my card in the drive-thru,
these hands were meant to caress my wife and waltz her through life and not be defiant,
these hands were meant for gumption and not for delusions of grandeur,
these hands were meant to make my own dreams come true and not someone else’s,
these hands were meant to have purpose, talent, motivation, diligence and not to be shoved into the pockets of uncertainty and suffering from indolent characteristics,
these hands were meant for bigger indentations in the world and not to be tyrannized by simplistic minds
these hands, these hands, these hands...
but somewhere down the lifeline of my palms I had left behind my spirit and my soul a long, long time ago and it’s never too late to get it back, oh no, it’s never too late to get it all back.