funny things, names are evidently not something destined to be removed even with a true sense of real dislike or disgust including those moments when you are called your name, and it feels like a knock to the head
all the time, i want to leave my own name behind me, escape it, even if there are no copies, like my xerox machine has been broken and i am the only one with my title no other person is stuck with this devastating name, yet nobody else can feel the warmth when right out of nowhere, someone warms your heart with a new one
gone are the days when i openly regret my name, not because i am now a zealous fan of my title, but because i am a new me, or trying to be a little more sure of myself, comfortable with me even though I still feel like it makes people zoom their attention in on me
it is hard to put up with my name mainly because I don't like it i never had especially not the initials but i've survived a few years with it and gained a few more along the way and in retrospect to all of you who don't like your names ***** everyone who doesn't appreciate it as long as you like it yourself it's good enough