so you go
but leave your key
you're not allowed
back inside of me
don't know why
I keep expecting
anything less obscene
knowing your cruelty
far exceeds any
hole inside of me
don't know why
I keep expecting
a ******* miracle
knowing the cancer
growing inside of me
when did I get bit
by this infectious madness
when did I turn into
a blood thirsty beast
how can you go on
knowing you did
this to me
how can you claim
to be the victim
knowing the disease
that you left
inside of me
I'll never be
rid of you
but I will
be over you
I will transcend
this addiction
that leaves me
screaming for you
I won't go
no I shouldn't
have to go
I don't know why
I let you make me
the trespasser
knowing that you
came here and
I haven't moved
I don't know why
I keep rationalizing
your dependency on power
knowing that you are
the monster I created  
so you go
you go
you go
before I throw
you out.