You were always looking for a reason to say goodbye. You should have known the only reason you'd need is that you want to. There was never a need to lie straight to my face. Instead you left me with anger, resentment and bitterness. But it's been awhile since then and I'm better. Not fixed, not whole, not as if it had never happened. But close enough that remembering you doesn't make me want to break things. So now I am here. With new friends, in a new place, where everything is different. I'm looking to meet someone new. Although I haven't found them yet. Part of me worries that I'm broken, and just haven't realized it. What if I never find someone, because of what you did to me?