Mar 2018
How many
more pounds to go?
Well let's see
I drank some tea
and that was 0 calories
Also had some coffee
for the energy
I can't produce on my own anymore
0
****,
I also had a granola bar
that's another scar on my record
that's 140
And that salad tonight
that was a real fight
with mom
it was also 205 but
lets round it up to 300 to be safe
And all of this
together, 440
What would you even call me?
A pig for these 440
little monsters
Little ******* sewing my
jeans tighter over night
I have to fight to get there
How many more pounds
are left to lose?
440 calories
and the weight of my bones
more pounds to go?
Well let's see
I drank some tea
and that was 0 calories
Also had some coffee
for the energy
I can't produce on my own anymore
0
****,
I also had a granola bar
that's another scar on my record
that's 140
And that salad tonight
that was a real fight
with mom
it was also 205 but
lets round it up to 300 to be safe
And all of this
together, 440
What would you even call me?
A pig for these 440
little monsters
Little ******* sewing my
jeans tighter over night
I have to fight to get there
How many more pounds
are left to lose?
440 calories
and the weight of my bones
Feeling extremely disgusting today. My coffee today was actually 100 calories because I used 4 creamer thingies and each of them is 25 calories. Welcome to the hell that is my head.
WARNING: THIS IS A DISEASE. THIS IS NOT PRETTY. THIS IS NOT EASY OR FUN. IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW IS SUFFERING FROM AN EATING DISORDER, OR IS THINKING ABOUT RESTRICTING IN UNHEALTHY WAYS, GET THEM HELP. YOU WOULD RATHER HAVE THEM ALIVE AND HATE YOU THEN DEAD AND LIKE YOU.
Have a good day.
WARNING: THIS IS A DISEASE. THIS IS NOT PRETTY. THIS IS NOT EASY OR FUN. IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW IS SUFFERING FROM AN EATING DISORDER, OR IS THINKING ABOUT RESTRICTING IN UNHEALTHY WAYS, GET THEM HELP. YOU WOULD RATHER HAVE THEM ALIVE AND HATE YOU THEN DEAD AND LIKE YOU.
Have a good day.
