how many more ***** should i take?
just to make this pain go away

how many more books i have to read?
just to distract myself to bleed

how many more places should i go?
just to guide my heart to the right path i follow

how many more nights i have to cry?
just to wipe all the tears at the end of the day

how many more mornings should i wake?
just to embrace my heart so it won't break

how many more days i have to survive?
just to keep bresthing but pretend  to be alive