Secrets can haunt you forever. Sometimes when something so traumatic happens to you, you can’t find it in yourself to speak up. As much as you want to scream for help you lay there empty knowing there’s no way of going back to the girl you once used to be. The girl you never cared for but now the girl you longed to be . It was just a drink with friends, you thought. You were having fun, you thought. But silly you, just because you told him no doesn’t mean he was going to listen. You never once thought the fun night you had would of ever robbed you of feeling any less in the world than you already did. You were wrong. You told yourself it was nothing until you started to believe it. You were so good at putting it deep in the back of your mind . Three Years pass but the past in your head kept playing over and over again. You will never be the same girl again. Being silent ruined you. No, he ruined you. You will never truly feel safe again as you feel men’s eyes glare at you piercing throughout your entire entity embodying the pain once again.