Mary walked in the garden.
Like Eve did in the creation.
Only she was looking for her God.
Not trying to hide from him.
Looking for a place to escape the eyes of God.
She saw His face
And asked where did they take my Lord.
He replied, I AM he.
Jesus said I will go to my God.
So tell the world.

Thomas was part of that world
But Thomas has said
Or proclaimed
I will not believe
Belief will not be discovered in me
Until I am able to touch his side
Afflicted by a spear
Touch his hands
That were nailed to the cross.

Jesus came
And said, Thomas look, look
Behold the Son of Man who died to save the world.
Put your hand.
Take your best finger and point.
And put it into my side
See how it goes all the way in.
Right to the knuckle.
That spear went all the way in too.
Take your other finger
And put it into my palm.
See how it digs into the hand?
Those nails went all the way through.

Jesus met Peter as well.
Jesus was saying feed my lambs, feed my sheep
Jesus looked at Peter and whispered, Feed me
For I am the Lamb of God
This was different from God in the garden.
He caught Adam and Eve with the seeds of the forbidden fruit on their tongues.
The sweetness of this fruit caught in their throats.
The juice dripping from their lips.
While in the garden God pointed at Adam and Eve
And said you fed yourself.
The evidence is all over your face.
Helped yourself to food that was not yours
Because you wanted the knowledge that is all mine.
You did not eat to live, you ate to rebel.
And in all rebellion must come punishment.

Jesus came and said the rebellion is over
I have come to lead a new movement, a new uprising.
Now is the stage of fulfillment in Christ
Now mankind does not have to feed
Mankind can feed me.
Because I fasted in the wilderness against the face of the enemy
Feed me his insecurities.
Feed me his needs
He can touch me and see where I suffered
So his suffering can finally come to an end.