My home is like a fragile dream
A map scattered in my mind
How could it be a part of me
When there, I can find no sign?

I know there exists the beauty I seek
For it teases and leaves me yearning
For it, my heart has learned to speak
The tongues I would be let down in

I watch my days and years pass
Waiting for better ones to come
Now I'm looking back at the grass
And the sand and the shining sun

Am I not strong or am I too worn
Who is around to tell..?
God is a question I'm counting on
To send me answers at hell

Dare I wish for love to feel?
It comes and goes like waves
And leaves behind some parts to heal
Not quite the things I craved

Chemicals flowing in my body
Menace my emotional raft
Create memories with nobody
And overwhelm me till I laugh

However the truth I accept it now
I was born deviant and wrong
You can't combine the sky and ground
With things that don't belong

I don't mind the lies I'm told
You'll find my inner face alit
From the heat I take when truth unfolds
As long as I have someone to play with