Tears brimming in my eyes Like a volcano ready to explode. Instead I keep it within myself, Shredding my insides And melting my skin. A cry for you is swallowed, Escaping for a moment Only to be clapped over, Sobbing into these hands. The air in my lungs fill with smoke, I shake as I am ready to erupt. "Explode explode explode." Instead I sit back and watch Myself from third person perspective. The screams of pain Filling up this brain Like a volcano ready to explode.