I don't fear your darkness surreptitiously speaking With a condescending voice you think you're keeping My eyes gaze is never far away and the glint in your eyes tells me more than it has to say
The fact that some would run reeling At the side of yourself shown you find less appealing Is a cynical fiber which you've taken to reeling While weeping and reaching for understanding and feeling I can only display what escapes from concealing
Revealing to you my own demon's caress And how it yearns for intervention and feigns duress Until you show up with your mess In its subtlety And it admires your candor Right there where you lay How you live with fear Yet still show up on display
And not for a moment Do you hide from the past With a heart stitched on your sleeve It remains steadfast So I'll reach for you Here and now at last Before the intoxication fades and we think too fast Will you come play with me?
This was written a few weeks ago but still holds true. I haven't stopped loving you. Even if it feels like you don't want me around, that may just be in my head.