I've unpacked the letters you wrote, and read them word for word and aloud. I read them for the fire and for the sea. I read them under millions of stars. And I read them for you, love. I read them for me.
I buried the wreck in the ground and walked away. I promised to forget the noise. Forget the pain and pretend away the bitter. I try so hard to fix. I try so hard, darling. I remember everything.
I am remorse in the shape of coffins. I am waves crashing against a shore of fretting. I am worried hands fidgeting with the buttons on my coat. I am the beads of sweat running down your back. I am regret in the shape of a man. I am the hollow sound of distant bells. I am spoken word prayers ending up nowhere.
These things that we built are meant for decay. We are proudly bound for pyres. Words burn across the night sky and illuminate. They tell us what we are. What we could be. What we are not and should be. What we were supposed to be.
Whisper me your secrets, dear. I'll keep them. Press them tight to me. I'm all read letters and buried wrecks. I'm unanswered prayers to nowhere. I'm disposable. Use me. Let me course through you. Let me find your heart by travelling your arteries. Let me be the sore, the ache that reaches your core.
I'm putting the letters away. I remember everything, love. I do. And you and me? We have so much in common, and that hurts worse than I can express. I pack them away in the wreck and walk away. I vow on the fire and on the sea. And I vow on you, love. I try to forget about me.