For once, I never understood
Despite being in my lowest low
Why people are so scared
Of letting people know.

They say it is because
Their friends will run away
When my illness is known
They'll be absent for the day.

But now I know,
as for once I tried
To tell them before they ran,
Actually, I lied.

No one understands the pain
Of worrying at problems that don't exist
Instead they laugh about me
For being an edgy beast.

They kept pointing out, how edgy I am.
For this isn't an act, to get sympathy from them.
Why can't they let me be
In fact, the one in the wrong

Is me.

I kept blaming them
For things they didn't do
For the things they should do
Starts from my words of truth.