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Dec 2017
How do I unlove you?
I'd really like to know
I have all these thoughts in my head about you
but I can't express them in any
way,
shape
or form
and it's taking a toll on me
On one hand, I want all these feelings to just go away
and I keep wishing that,
if I ignore them enough,
they will.
But on the other hand... I just want to go outside and run,
run uphill, through the forests and meadows
run until I can't feel my legs anymore
run until I reach the top of the highest hill
surrounding this beautiful city of ours
and just
s c r e a m
at the top of my lungs
about how much I can't get you out of my head
how I think about you all the time
how you make my heart sing and how you
understand every single dark part of my soul
that no one else before you did
I want to stand there and look at the lights
colliding with the stars
and scream until my lungs collapse
about how I'm painfully,
irreversibly,
uncontrollably
in love with you.
it's been a very, very long time and a lot of things have changed since then
it's been a very tough year for me and as I've been battling my own demons, I haven't had neither the time nor inspiration for writing
but it's coming back to me now
if this feel rushed or messy, I apologize, I just needed a space to let out my feelings, as they have been pressing on my mind for quite a while now
I hope you enjoy
Tea
Written by
Tea
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