What do I do?!?!? Answer me!!!! Don't leave me alone. A nod of the head will suffice. Should I smash the mirror? The face that stares back in dissatisfaction?! Do I blind the eyes, So they can't look into my own?! Do I take the lit candle, place it beneath my face? Burn my skin, shave my face, Change my look entirely? Hello?!
Why can't you answer... You don't have the time, or is the answer too painful? It doesn't matter. I have braved many storms. Faced the sea in defiance, Bound my wounds in gauze, and counted the time it takes the sun to set. I can handle you. You who ridicules, charms, then throws my smile away.
You can never run! I know your secrets! I know your name! And someday, your taunts, Will fall on deaf ears. I'll look into the mirror, And stare back, At my own lustrous eyes!
When I go through my own negative self-talk, I fight back. Even if I don't think I can succeed.