As I lay here and wonder what the hell am I doing
Will I end up under ground and not up in Heaven?
I have all the answers that I've sook the Bible to find
He talks with a mighty roar and I dim it with mine roaring back asking God I need more. Why do I fight the feelings of right when I'm only doing what I know is wrong. Self destruction is my friend and I've seen it before. oh my God I've been here way too long
Looking ahead all I see are my dreams and I'm smiling on the outside it's true
On the inside I'm suppressing the true feelings of love that I don't want anymore for you
Sweet release of it all is the answer from the preacher but how does one do that, I’m not sure
There's no reconciliation of what once was and it's tearing me up heart and soul