when i talk to you i sound crazy my words don't add up to what i wanna say so i sit back i watch you slowly slip away you fall through my grasp you drip through the gaps and now i really miss you more than i did before maybe because i realize how far away you are maybe because i realize you'll never hold me here you feel so close when i see your face on my screen and when you type out easy words and when you leave me helpless in the middle of the night