We hardly trust anyone No matter how genuine that person may be. We go on pairs throughout our lives because we believe that we are not satisfied as one. We sometimes believe that there is a solution by finding other halves in people, in stimulators, in distractions in roles. We have trouble finding ourselves and prefer to believe that people stronger than us or people who appear stronger than us can help us and make us better. We come from bad places but we are not bad people despite what we believe. But we keep a strong face and solider through blame and shame through self-hatred. We call ourselves names all the times when no one else does so so we get our usual dosage of misery. In the worst cases, we never believe anything or anyone and let our hearts die on the pavement while the sky falls. And the funniest thing of all? It's our fault.