as He reached for me, reached for the child who He says unbuckled His pride and knelt with sin and sweat (or is that blood?) on her back. His reverence pleasured itself against the length of her throat she left her mouth agape, gagged to submission but he wouldn't know the better.
and as He sunk deeper, wounded me, and sunk deeper still, soul scorched under his Divinity and Damnation,
He said Your name.
in that moment, oh God oh God oh God did You forgive Him?
trigger warning: ****, csa, religion i wrote this a long time ago, but no matter what i do, it doesn't feel like i can say enough.