Awake at odd times, eating chips between yawns waiting for the end to come as I don't want to greet the sun yet. I haven't had any rest eyes closing as I open them coffee went empty again the hours ending fast. I don't know how long it will last tomorrow is going to stretch longer I'll need energy to be there. One more hour more, I've said that before. My body is rebelling As I keep trying. I yearn for the deep sleep , the one I won't get to keep.