I'm lost on a gravel road In the middle of nowhere. But it's okay. In fact, I couldn't be Happier about it.
Because sometimes I get lost in my head And I can't escape No matter how much I scream and cry for help. The left and right sides of My brain collide And blood sprays everywhere And my thoughts are all mixed up andijustcantthinkandpleasemakeitstop PLEASEIMBEGGINGYOUTOSAVEME CANTYOUSEEME?
Nobody knows. They don't hear me laughing at myself Every time I look in a mirror. They don't see me fall apart And cower Every time I see him Because I think I'm in love, But too much of a coward To actually find out Or even to just talk to him as a friend.
I used to be brave. I used to be fearless And not give two ***** About what anyone thought of me.
But everything is different now. Only getting to relax when I'm laying under a Blanket of stars. Only getting to Really breathe when I'm sitting next to one of My best friends while she Hits the gas and We cruise down a dark, gravel road. She takes a wrong turn.
I'm lost on a gravel road In the middle of nowhere. But it's okay. --- JMB