They ask me to speak but I have no words in the head, I am the blank state and they are not going to wait.
Their voices erupting their sounds disrupting, the construct of my thoughts turning it too short.
It feels ridiculous how empty my mind feels, words do not say what they are suppose to. I loss my breaths midway forgetting to open my mouth, they say to speak loud they are being unnecessarily rude they do not know I can't.
It surprises others that it is not easy to find your voice in midst of the noise, silence though nice gives you no presence and no one comes to my defence.
Try clearing my throat struggling to open the mouth, waiting for sound to let out with words that support my cause.