As I sit on my bed all alone I wonder how my life became cold. Is it the choices I have made Or did my heart lead me the wrong way. Best intentions have made me fail As love and life has already sailed. Since I met you I have never put myself first And now I feel like my heart is ready to burst. I told myself along time ago Be careful of all the love you show. Now that I see that your heart has no care it's time to go because I cannot bare. I let things go because I had trust in our love But you constantly use me to keep yourself above. Tell your friends and family all your lies And make them believe its my fault we died.