honestly these little late night binges on music are all i need to keep me going when everything is spinning out of control and the only thing im hanging on to is the sound of your voice and the way you look out of the corner of eyes and all i can think about is that you don't even know how obsessed i can get with you and with everyone and with anything thought id leave this childish behavior behind me but here we are and here i am staring at your door wondering how in the hell did i get here and crying because you didnt deserve me and i didnt deserve you because she had already stolen your heart a while back and im just playing games with love now im just playing games with your heart now so tell me that this is ok that we keep on beating each other up even when the blood pours thicker than when it began tell me that this is ok because i dont know when it's going to end so ill just binge the rest of my night away listening to songs that remind me of you