For you, you, dear Fear,
I have given up so much,
Lost all of those things.
For you, Fear, my friend,
I have chosen to remain,
Silent, and be mum.
You Fear, have caused much.
So many happenings, so,
I have lost, my smile.
You turned my smile, mine.
You, Fear, turned it upside down,
And made me worry.
You made me woeful,
Sad, depressed, and blind. To what?
Blinded to the joys.
The joys of life I,
I would have had, those I might.
You turned me around.
You made me realise,
How cruel society,
Was in my own head.
Those lies you fed me,
Scars, now unremovable.
I hate you, really.
You crushed me, my dreams.
You made me stumble, fall down.
You placed those hurdles.
But I cannot hate,
Not you, at least, for it was,
It was me, myself.
I must be blamed. me.
It was I who created.
Created you, I.
I created something,
Something that dragged me down. Down.
That caused me much pain.
So I will, destroy,
That creature I created.
*To the void with you!