I never needed you
or the way your hand fit perfectly in mine

I never needed your beautiful eyes staring deep into my dull ones
or the way the sun caught your hair

I never needed to hear your sweet nothings at my darkest hours
or or your flawlessly smooth skin against mine

Its all true ... i never needed it
but oh god did i want it

I want our love to be imperfect and perfect
I want our love to be tragic and safe

I want it to be ..... love

But i dont know what that is