i try my best to write somthing positive
but
the only words flowing from my pen
are
words
dark as the thoughts in my mind
big as the hole in my heart
ominus as my deepest challenges
I try to write about how beautiful the sunset is
but
all the words i know explain the vacancy from before the sunset
all i want is to be able to write something that can make me feel like a happy person
now it feels like being happy is so out of reach i am doomed