To picture my life differently...
To dream that better life,
I can't cope with this.
Forcing that change,
I destroy my future.

Happy days,
Happy dreams.
I'm stuck in my head
But when I drink those drinks...
I am free

It's no wonder why I'm alone.
How can others love me,
When one hates themselves?
Still in the past,
Nothing has changed.

I dream of a home,
Only to dream.
I drink to be free,
Only it burns.
It's no wonder why I'm alone.