Every moment is spent with people pretending to like me
I don't even like myself, so how could I expect anyone else to?
There has been no color in my soul since the day that my dad blew his brains out in front of the house I grew up in
Maybe it's time I quit hanging on by this thread, and I admit I'm no stronger than he was
I live every day as though it were my last, because one day, it will be
My heart tries to carry the weight of so many others, when there's barely enough room for myself
I don't really feel like I know anyone
You all claim to love me, but I spend every night alone, wondering if it's even worth it for me to take in another breath, or if I should just turn blue