I used to hit to get high or hit to get by. **** I'd hit just to lie next to another lie just to feel my next cry and wonder if it hurt to die.
I used to hit to get high or hit to get by. That love was where my motivation lied. I wasn't looking for a single love but multiple feelings of maybe appreciation or the approximation of someone wanting my affection or attention.
I used to hit to get high or hit to get by. 3 4 5 people in and out of my room never seeing the naked truth or naked you that one who said loved should see. All I knew is I wanted to be what they need and who they see without the loyalty.
I used to hit to get high or hit to get by. The rush was amazing. The divide was encasing as the sin and lies overwhelmed and the curtain started raising...
I used to hit to get high or hit to get by.
I saw and sobered. Not from love but the addiction itself. I sobered from the urge that made me want more, in fact this love I felt was more in depth. In fact it crept and wept sweet tears and happiness. All I wanted was the one; I saddened less. I was what she needed along with the loyalty. I asked about her needs and wants and acted accordingly.
I used to hit to get high or hit to get by but now I comply to loves law. Abide in her soul. A love and devotion I am no longer able to control. Our love is almost story tale told. I no longer wait for another to unfold.