Sep 2017
12:27.
A **** holy time when my mind shouldn't be thinking of such things;
Yet here I am,
Frail and desolate.
An uneasy heart and a volatile head;
I could just explode.
I could just cease.
I, I could just—
Never mind.
Never mind not knowing.
Never mind not being here for me.
You,you couldn't listen anyways.
At least you'd keep me company.
Just like a room dim lit.
A **** holy time when my mind shouldn't be thinking of such things;
Yet here I am,
Frail and desolate.
An uneasy heart and a volatile head;
I could just explode.
I could just cease.
I, I could just—
Never mind.
Never mind not knowing.
Never mind not being here for me.
You,you couldn't listen anyways.
At least you'd keep me company.
Just like a room dim lit.
I don't know if I spew out real words
But
I still miss you
Even if you remember me as a last resort
But
I still miss you
Even if you remember me as a last resort
