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I walk with my eyes to the ground,
Apprehension in each step,
Nervousness with him around.
When I get lost in all my thoughts.
I cant find the words to say
So I just say that I cannot.
The way I second guess each word;
The way I struggle every day
With the thought of being heard.
It's so **** cute.
When I laugh away my pain.
So does it even matter
That I'm going insane?
When my demons come and grab me by the ears
Tear my heart out of its chest
And they always fulfill my fears.
The endless tears on sleepless nights
When the visions surround me
And I've no energy to fight.
When reminders of my past
Send me reeling into memories
Of all the pain that I've amassed.
When I can't speak out loud for days
When I'm glued down to my bed
In a brokenhearted daze.
I guess it doesn't matter
Because its absolute:
Even if it kills me
My pain will still be cute.
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