I’m just a heartless wrench
Walking on the edges of nothing
Watching as everyone walks by in bliss
Such spiritless mind in loathing
Why do I walk this empty path in vain
Waiting for someone to admire
Stealing glimpses at the other
Look at how pious he is with his
One side of virtue and the other of something
                           Else
Which side says I
Do one of many mean more
Am I to die in such wasteland?
Or live in the other such wonder


Hello
Can I live in such triumphs?
And be of no reproach and nor of remorse
And can I bellow out
“ No run away from your flaws!”
Without being so green in the face
blue is the face that walks with no pride
And yet you walk from one here to the other side
And now you have no fear of the green beauty,
or the soft yellow petals
Fickle you aren’t
Looking to what you were for what you are
Though being such a cool cat you bring friends
Speeding around for some fun
to the hope for surprise.
Surprise doesn’t come for hope
No one really comes for hope
And what did you say
To those eyes that day
I’m your one true lover
There’s no time for another
While I’m over here watching in apathy
Such carelessness from you I’d expect
But from me


Well look to the sky and try to understand my woes
Being small I enthrall
The sweet nothing of emptiness
So smile into my heart and I work
For nonetheless people who dress
In nothing of something of which I despise
Says my heart to its keeper
Just go with the flow
And follow them into a sun sandy world
Where eyes stare into the soul


The disapproving mind of a killer
And such sweet tender thoughts
Poking at each visage for blood
And the man not adored
Stuck here inside mine of tears
Walking with a woman
To the killing car machine
Just wait sad female
For she comes to you in haste
And though the heavens did not warn
You should not have been torn
Your intelligence wasn’t used
And your patience abused


Smile at me sad story
I’m smiling too
At the ironic usage of me and that world
Slinking up to me in such abnormalities
What would you have me do in that sense
My what’s are in fact normal
Just not for me not for you
We only don’t get along
In sad stories of mine


Piece together that language you’re writing
Perhaps you want to say more
May you give me some story of you
Did you not know, understand
Have you been blamed for it no
See, hey lets talk about it another time
Though it should have been sooner
You’re trapped in a place
And I’m getting you out
That’s what my illusion has come to


I’m sorry you’re not such a star
Only in the cities or bars
Did you say you had ones who could do
That which was beyond you
And I’m sad
Have I said this before?
For your loss and your unhealthy men
Be it that one title is enough


Well it’s over now and I am changed
Or rather done him and us
Seething at the core for more
Want of a newer man
One who can make me malicious?
Or strong and vicious
See I’m no man of pure strength
Only I’m lost in another’s womb
See here world it’s just like you
To be so invariably cruel