I'm unhappy as ****. I'm an escapist of reality. I'll gladly waste the next several hours, days, weeks escaping my existence, living outside myself. Removing myself from the pressures of unhappiness. If only for a string of short lived moments.
What does one do with the awareness of ones subconscious drive. How does one begin to take the steering wheel.
Do I have what it takes to be more than short lived.