At what cost,
Was it all worth,
What I lost?

I didn't mean to be,
I didn't wish this,
Let out the real me,

I was scared,
To get too close,
Something I never dared,

I ran away,
When you reached in,
And wanted to stay,

How would you deal,
How can I be me,
I could I be real,

Would you eventually go,
After I opened up,
Scared of what you now know?

I'm not made for anyone,
I carry weight,
Pain that weighs a ton,

You don't want this,
A world of doubt,
Free from bliss,

So just leave,
Avoid all the pain,
You might receive,

There won't be a we,
Just two separate roads,
Lost I'll continue to be.