I hate all these people around me, they have plans for the future. Knowing what they'll do, and what they'll be. But how can you choose something like..that so quickly? Mine is going down, I don't know exactly what I want, nor what I want to be. I'm not good at anything, where will I be able to go? The slums, the street, outside a bar smoking ****!?
Yes everyone goes through something, and everyone has problems, but some of them are so strong. They get through it, and live their life. I'm not one of them, I'm not a team player, and I'm not a problem slayer, and I'm not a prayer.
I'd rather change. Be something new, and needed for the world. To have a purpose. But I can't change, and I'm not a machine. Even though I'd rather be.