Its so strange
How he wasn't what i wanted
But he became all that i ever wanted

He saw a side of me the whole world was yet to see
He had a part of me that i barely knew was there

He made me feel alive
And as if he cared
He left me hanging
Holding on
But there was never any more

Just when I'm finally over him
He reappears again
and makes me want him again
He's out there taunting me again
Making me feel childish til the end
He's out there haunting me again
Making me glad that it all end

But then I'm lonely all again
Wanting him to hold me all again
I mean i pretend the others make me happy
But it just makes me feel ******

I never thought i'd hear from him again
And when I did
Got tingles again
The way he talks to me
With that control
And how he tries to show me the world
But he was only twenty six years old