Guns are always next to the old television sets. The kind that are called “the sets” “the tube” “lonely night comfort and clean tooth money spender”, you know, your childhood gathered in small dusty screens. I’m not sure where I’m getting at, something about violence being next to fishing equipment. Maybe that’s where Sundays are stored. That we’re all pawn shop children wasting away in places with streets that are named after trees, the irony being that there is no life growing between the cracks of sweaty cement. On the driveways where skeletons are buried underneath like they own the land. Where the living haunt the dead and there is no expiration date besides the milkshakes you refused to accept from that boy with the lazy eye. I'm sorry if I sound insensitive when I say that these wars are always fought in vain. That no matter how many people you save, there's always someone drowning in the dark corners where no one wants to look. Look.