I have lived with a singular problem for 5 years it has remained, at times I believe it to be gone so used to the life I lead and the way I feel that this has become the norm.
my issue is self created and self sustained, depression I caused and depression I cannot shake. For a while it was gone the problems I had caused came to an end, I fixed the one I had broken and in doing so fixed myself.
But all must end and we both broke again with only myself to blame.
This depression is a problem ill never be free of, this seems to be it for me. The repressed nature I have fallen back into is tearing away at who I am. a shadow, a empty husk of a man . unreachable too all but one too all but you, but your far out of reach far away from me. I try my hardest to tear down this prison I am in afraid it will all be in vein. I sink into my depression that I have fought for years past afraid soon it'll be the end