Its difficult to keep back tears,
When all I do is cry,
But this time i want to be strong,
This time I want to try.

Each song I hear it multiplies,
My heartache and my pain,
but without music in my soul,
I start going insane.

Ill sing myself a lullaby,
To help me sleep tonight,
but instead of restful melody,
I get another fight.

The battle just keeps raging on,
Its tearing me apart,
Though the sound keeps me together,
The lyrics break my heart.