I'd love to erase all the pain he caused and heal your thin scar of a chest cause I know no matter how you try, some things you haven't forgotten yet
When I thought of your soul leaving, I couldn't stand the ache from not knowing if your heart was still beating, I hope you don't take the risk just for fun, I hope you know you've got someone
I need, I need you to keep your blood running through your veins, keep your gloves on since the heat's gone, I need, I need you to stay
I know I've been "checking up on you" for the last week, but lately I haven't been able to fall asleep, cause I can't listen to the sound of my own heart beats when the only music I can hear are maracas shaking
and I cry
because those aren't maracas shaking, those are your prescription pills quaking; since you've been digesting them, has your vision shifted from grey? Because, although it might be selfish of me to ask, I want to know if you thought of me at all today.