On year has passed it was a long never ending roller-coaster there were days i wanted to just disappear days my heart let me down barely any good times without a helping hand I came down this long path still alive and well Still smiling but with meaning Papa I hate you & Thank you because if things didn't go down the they did i would never would have met the people i know now i would not have cried , smiled , almost died , opened my heart I don't really hate you no more ,( you could go to hell for all I care) ***** been hard , I am Not a kid But I wasn't ready to grow things just happened like that Only God knows what Allah has planned for me I am moving on from your dark shadow !!!~ Baka!!! I am truly Blessed right now even without you I am stronger than i believed I am not alone no more I feel full, Alhamdhulilaah- Thanking God. Even without A helping hand, PAPA.... I am Good Without You
January 2014 The poems I post after this are all from poems I wrote way back then 2013-2014. I grew up without my father for the last 14 years, he's alive just not in my life.