She sat on the 3 seat couch alone, drink in hand and looking pretty. Her mind somewhere else, her foot tapping to the music. Her glass was already 3/4th's gone, and she only just got a refill.
As someone walks by, she looks up and smile. Trying to keep small conversation. trying to hold herself together. Fighting the tears behind her eyes the pain of needing to let go.
But it's okay, she is pretty and not at all in pain. Her hair and makeup are perfect, no indication that she wants to die. So she downs the rest of her drink, and sadly goes in to refill.
All this alcohol and it does nothing, no numbness at all. Only hazy thoughts bouncing back to you, only you and always you. She goes back to her couch and pulls herself together, because girls like her aren't suppose to want to **** themselves.