i guess you're not coming back
whether by your choice or
circumstances you can't change
i don't know.
i know i miss you
& it doesn't matter how many
**** poems i write
you never leave my heart
the hurt is still lingering
like a wine after emptying the glass.

i just want you back
you're on my mind everyday
i don't think i realized how
much i was in love with you.
i promise you weren't taken for granted
but nothing could prepare me
for losing you.
it was random, right out
of left field, no warning.
& i have to keep telling myself
to go another day
without you
in my life
& that
hurts