Dear Sakura, I'm alive in this world without you I am here living and breathing I've hit rock bottom again My sweet child I've never thought That without you my life's incomplete Love is just a dream Feelings are an illusion My sweet child I should never let you go I cried for 90 days and night Wishing upon my death Living with this regret I also promised you the first night The pain I feel won't be the last I believe I'm ment to suffer. I am lost I'm alive nor dead I've never forgotten. That I day I've lost so much blood. It's been 4 years.. In 9months Ill say goodbye again right beside your grave. To tell you about life, Hoping you can hear mommy voice. I tried marriage That's ending now.. He cheated and betrayed me. Then life has spiraled under control Without you, marriage was an empty vow. This is how my life's been without you. Filled with darkness since that day, I said goodbye when I wasn't ready.