Light pollution Plus my ****** camera Means you cant see the sight i'm seeing Yet, It also means the sight i'm seeing isn't all that it could be I just want to StarGaze
Yet, Sitting here, Staring at the stars, It reminds me of how lonely and sad I really am. No one to hold- No being held- And if it happens-its short lived-and in the end-what does it mean?!? I want it to be something its not its because i'm prone to rush into things and then... ...then, its just sad. Because while hes being a normal person I'm off on some spaceship Willing? Willing myself to believe Believe in what isn't Being extra and non-terrestrial Making something out of nothing -well not much- And debating with myself in my head I let my wants and realities **** each other
Now I float No more *overthinking No more over-hoping Just going with the *flow, until I float upon some foreign and beautiful shore
Its about a boy. I think i care too much, like him too much for the amount of time we've known each other.....so im putting a cap on my feelings. Im being irrational. Dont tell me to tell him how i feel, itll just scare him away.