i don't believe in god but this sickness makes me pray. pray to hurt less, maybe for just one day.
i don't believe religion can heal people. but i drown myself in holy water hoping i'll see a change.
i don't believe in the holy ghost but man do i wish he'd help me. i could use a little guidance when its late at night and my thoughts consume me.
i don't believe in heaven but the finality of death scares me. how much id love to think we, greedy humans, get a second chance at living.
i don't believe in hell, but that may be where i go. for I've sinned too many times to count and had too many conversations with the devil. but from what I've seen of this place i think i might already be there.