The windowsill, A perfect picture Thin dark and dainty pine leaves frolic Swaying to there restless friend This friend moves at its own accord Whispering secrets to all Blowing strangers hair out of there perfect conditions And casting its dark tranquility over these friends Is the mornings lover Both tragically parted Longing after the other And mingling with these friends are the lights that illuminate every street giving guidance to the lost In this god forsaken town And accompanying all these friends is the tears of god Sending his damnation in the form of new life So as I sit at the windowsill I realise I am so very jealous of these friends At least they have a home Even if it is in utter damnation So I sit and look upon the friends and lovers Contemplating this Perfect picture In this ******* perfect town Wondering when it is I will become perfect
Life is so messy . So is this poem but I hope atleast one person understands.