In my life, people see me and hear me but never understand me. For my mind is like the tide, Ever changing. One moment i may be a... a force of rage, roaring with contentious determination to override what has ben brought before me. invincible with nothing to hide. I am rushing, hurling toward my goals.
Suddenly out of the blue water, I unintentionally encounter my own self doubt. In that instant i am over come by unnerving shaking and stand in shock. In that in that moment my persistence changes into unnatural scattering.... Until it fades into into nothing at all. a void of unexplainable emptiness. panic! I force myself to speak, i must to force my thoughts back out! i scream in my head.
but it is gone before it has the chance to utter a whisper. What is left for the world to hear is a yelp.